Forever a cockblock.
Third wheel in his own damn series.
Let’s not forget this scene
(Source: holymotherofrowling, via cecesque)
Private thoughts.
Every time I go to Richmond, I feel like I’m constantly on the look out. Brown hair, medium build, plaid shirt, beanie, bike rider. It’s a horrible feeling. It’s completely subconscious. 90% of the VCU population it feels like. But everytime, my heart drops, my heart races, my mood completely changes. I’m still scared to see your face. I don’t know how I’d feel. Still, to this day, almost a year ago, the last words spoken to me in person, from you, were “I’m sorry this didn’t work out.” And still today, almost a year later, it dwells in my thoughts. I hear it in my dreams. It’s constantly in the back of mind, tearing me down from realizing I lost the one thing I can say that truly made me happy (or what I thought made me happy, at that point in my life). I don’t know why. It bothers me so much, cuz if there is anything I’m sure of, it’s that I’m over this. I’m finally over the lingering feelings that I thought for sure would never go away.I’m stronger than this; I just can’t seem to make that final leap.
Maybe because I’ve tried and tried….. and tried to move on. Everything else, everyone else seems to missing something. But I know that’s my fault. In some weird way, I make it impossible to be happy with someone else. To give other people chances, but it’s like my mind always go back to you.
It always makes me feel pathetic.
I hate feeling this way.
:(
She said she misses eating octopus and belut. So I googled balut. So gross.
Awkward Filipino cuisine.
Ps. If you google translate Pikachu from tagalog to english, it’s batman? ha!
I saw someone else post something like this. Not in order of importance. I’m positive I will continue to edit/consolidate this every day, haha. These are the first thirty that popped in my head. On April 30th, I’ll see how many I actually kept….
1. Skip no classes.
2. Skip no assignments.
3. Don’t pick up shifts if I already work 5 days that week.
4. Finally finish rereading The Bell Jar.
5. Get all VCU stuff finished… Find out more about scholarships and aid.
6. Don’t spend money on anything other than gas and food until I have all my bills covered for the month (my rent, phone bill, car insurance, and loan repayment)
7. Go to church every Sunday, now that I finally took it off my availability.
8. Run at least 4 times a week.
9. Replace soft drinks with water.
10. Take vitamins everyday.
11. Stop wasting my time on things that aren’t making me happy.
12. Don’t do things that I’m gonna wish I hadn’t.
13. Be more organized.
14. Keep room cleaned.
15. Get more sleep.
16. Be a smarter shopper.
17. Have a better pescetarian diet.
18. Have a better attitude.
19. Spend more time with my mom.
20. Stop making plans on top of plans.
21. Visit my babes in Lynchburg.
22. Tumble more again…
23. Take better care of the stuff I’m lucky enough to have… (car…. apartment… Razr)
24. Broaden music… (AKA stop getting stuck on Lydia…)
25. Try harder to juggle work, school, and social life.
26. Spend (Make) time with friends I haven’t seen in the past few months, since I’ve been busy bones) *Danielle, Alanna, Rachel, and my sister*
27. Have more Auntie/Niece dates.
28.Catch up on Dexter.
29. Be a better driver, and go to driving school before my license gets suspended (that might be more of a must, rather than a goal…)
30. Get a credit card… Build credit.
I didn’t have work or school today… That never happens! Just realized how much time I have on my hands….
Three people I waited on today asked if i was allowed to serve them beer -___- Looking 12 forever.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But, I have promises to keep,
and Miles to go before I sleep,
and Miles to go before I sleep.
